All about being pudgy.

Hard to not think so much

2011-10-03T01:40:00.001+08:00

Hello. I have been such an annoyed bitch lately im not sure why.

You #1: Stop being so nice. Trying to move on.

You #2: Hoping that you'd be more sensitive. Im not your bro. Im a girl. Tyvm. :(

You #3: You havent changed. It was nothing much, really, but yes. Still glad it was over then.

Above the shit pile, im enjoying my holidays so far. Leaving for Bangkok on thursday. Dear trip, please be nice to me. Dont let me suffer and die under the hands of the two evil monsters, especially in a foreign land.

Mum has been showing me attitude lately. Speechless.

There's a stack of clothes waiting for me to get them ironed. Have been procrastinating, but i know i have to do it one day since apparently, im the free-est bird that Jurong can offer.

One more thing. Having friends. Something the monsters cannot get.

Ciao im off to bed. Thank you blog for listening to me.

this is a happy post!

2011-06-05T21:52:00.003+08:00

Just met up with xl, ll and yh! :D

3 more days of work and I'm donedonedone!!! Can't wait for school to start. Ultra glad to hear that 98% of my cohort are Singaporeans!!!! YESSSSSS :D 15 more days to orientation!!! SOOOOO looking forward to it. Studying beats working hands down! :( Work has made me so tanned.

2011-05-09T20:10:00.001+08:00

Im so excited for school to start but I havent applied for it yet! Hahaha

Dont judge me

2011-05-09T17:21:00.001+08:00

I promote workplace skills courses at hawker centres. I deal with uncles and aunties. All in this shitty weather. I might just fall flat after this week. :( Working hours upped from 3 hours to 9 hours. Good luck to me.

You must have gotten yourself into shit for you to need to get out of it.

2011-05-01T14:59:00.003+08:00

Ahhh, this space here is always here for me to vent whatever I have. No one will be interested in anything I say when I talk about family stuff because everybody has their own set of shit going on yeah?

Just got into a crazy-shit family argument again. This time, I started it. Wouldn't say I was the core of it (I will never be), but I definitely triggered something this time.

It's all about the money, really. It seems that whenever the topic of money comes up, everyone starts talking 100dB louder. But what has to be said, has to be said. I finally, officially, informed my father about my (somuchmoreexpensivecomparedtolocaluniversitiesbecauseiwastoodumbtoworkhardinpoly) uni fees. The concern of using up 51k for my education got the whole neighbourhood shaking. Needless to say, lots of our deepest and most private shit is made known to more people now. It's really very scary how people are when they're angry. And by angry, I mean barbaric-angry. Like, I-will-kill-you-in-5-seconds kinda angry. I'm not foreign to such things but I still shake when people are like this. But... who wouldn't be, right?

I tried.. my best.. to stay calm. I was! Well, at least I was most calm and had the least emotional outbursts. But that's just me. I've been living all my life with two highly expressive women and I'm still like this. Sometimes I really wonder if I'm only half-woman, or that part of me simply cares about myself only. I might not be known as insensitive because I really do (at least to me) care about people. But sometimes when I think a little further, it may be that I like caring about other people's problems just so that I can gather more people who are in the same shit as me. That's kinda selfish cause I listen to their problems but I seldom tell people the full story of what's going on with me.

I think people worry too much. Education has made us think, apply knowledge, and earn money. I will never doubt the power of education but it has somehow made us too cautious? People nowadays care more about the materialistic things in life rather than focusing on what's going on with their minds. We use our brains to think but it's the mind that makes us who we are and how we act.

I have no idea why I'm talking about all these now, but it has prolly gotta do with a book I'm reading now. Anyways, I have no clue how I should deal with things right now. Sometimes I feel like I should start working first because it makes me feel more protected if I have some money of my own. With situations like this now, where my parents are so fucked up about money issues, I feel the need to earn my own education like many of my friends are doing.

BUT, it may suck to hear this but. We DO have the money for my education! It's either that or I'm really clueless about how much money we have (but I really think I know). It's the problem of WHO. Who is willing to give me that sum of money to study? I thought 50/50 would be a good way to solve this problem but apparently it doesn't work this way for some weird reason.

That's how my family is now. 50/50. I don't know where we stand on the scale of 'Messed-up Families', but if it makes me so fucked, I think it's quite high up. Surprisingly, I have never thought of suicide because suicides are for people who are too dumb to realise that ultimately, they are living for themselves. I have thought of running away from home many times though. (Many x 34565 times) But I know that people who care for me would be really worried because I am such a dumbfuck by nature, and most of the times, there's simply nobody else to runaway to. This is why we have families and homes to 'go back' to everyday.

Ok I feel much better now. I really don't want my blog to become some emo blog. It really isn't. Ultimately, I'm still writing from what I think and not how I feel. Only emo people do that. And yes, I must always emphasize that I am not emo. I really am not. I'm just quieter when I'm not in the correct environment. No offense to anyone who thinks that I'm quiet and emo, but I'm really a crazy, goofy person when I'm with the right crowd. I can talk until you won't want to hear my voice for months. Really.

Screwed

2011-05-01T03:11:00.001+08:00

So many terms in the book i dont understand. Is psychology the way for me? Time to improve my vocab big time... :x

Ffwddd

2011-04-25T10:49:00.003+08:00

This blog is so untouched i think i see dust particles on the link above -.-It's been so long that my life has been un-interesting. I actually forgot how being interesting/interested feels like! :(

Now that im reaching 20, it's getting more difficult to accept the fact that all my life (so far), i've never done anything that made anybody or myself very proud. No achievements. :x

And shit. My sister cant attend my grad ceremony. Been sulking the whole of last night about it :(But yeah, with grad ceremony coming up, it means that poly is officially over! It's been an f-ed up 3 years but it has certainly thought me not to be lazy. Not being accepted by any local universities stung abit for the past few weeks but im finally fine now. :) I cant wait to finish my degree, finally meet a nice guy along the way, get married and have his babies. Hahaha i know im missing out lotsa stages inbetween but yeah. I hope life goes well from now on.

Whoever who miiiiight be reading this, I wish you all the best! Wish me luck too!!

2011-04-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

WHY. why am i so dumb? why am i so lazy? why can't i be bothered?

i hate myself.

When?

2011-04-03T09:58:00.001+08:00

I can't wait for that one person, one place, one moment that will change my life.

2011-02-20T22:39:00.001+08:00

OMGIFUCKINGHATEBUDGET

IT'SMAKINGMESOFUCKINGNERVOUSFORNOREASON

ISTILLHAVEONEMOREDAY

GODPLEASEHELPME

LASTLAPGOOOOOOOOOOO!

:(

2011-02-16T20:42:00.001+08:00

I don't know how to feel. Am I thinking too much? What's the situation anyway?

Tooooooo confused :s

2011-01-23T22:00:00.001+08:00

be glad that you have better options. sheeeeesh.

I need a break :(

2011-01-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

Been thinking a lot lately.

Physical prep for China, mental prep for China, Uni... Zzzzzzzzzzzz.............

I've done all I can. So for now I'll just wait and hope!

2011-01-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

Ugh, I think the only way to ease my neck pains is to chop off my head.

Then, I will have no neck.

torn

2011-01-05T20:24:00.000+08:00

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2010-12-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

who are you to tell me what to do.

you're the reason why he left.

everything i learn from you will just make me more like you.

To-do-list after MSTs :D

2010-12-07T18:36:00.002+08:00

Visit dentist
Watch Rapunzel
Get Crumpler (or anything else I like for xmas)
Buy presents for friends and familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Btw, Budgeting was damn cool today cause apparently I can organise an event without an opening balance. :x 3-5 marks GONE! D:

%#$% hope can get at least B+!

2010-11-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

feeling so lost again.

what if i can't go to aussie to study?

what if i can go to aussie but i can't survive alone?

what if i can't get married?

what if i can get married but my marriage ends horribly?

stupid assignments are making me avoid them, making me think of all these stupid stupid stuff.

2010-11-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

i'm sick of all this fucked up shit.

i wanna drown myself because tt's a much simpler way to die.

i can't imagine myself happy anymore.

losing reasons to smile everyday, every single minute.

i wanna let it all go.

there's no use staying here anymore.

stop torturing me. i'm begging you.

:(

2010-11-01T20:13:00.003+08:00

I feel like crying for no reason. Assignments are piling up, no one's at home, I have no one to talk to, I'm feeling so fucking lost right now cause I have the weirdest mood swings ever.

I fucking hate PMS.

2010-10-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

It's sucks to have an emo mum.

She just sighs and sighs and sighs,

hoping that you'll go comfort her.

Careless man's careful daughter.

2010-10-13T18:36:00.002+08:00

How can I trust men ever again.

I'm sick of all this. Can't wait for school to start.

To all men out there, please respect women.

Women work their hearts/body/mind out just to support the family. It's in our nature. We'll do anything and everything, no matter how wrong or stupid it is, to provide for the people we love.

If men could be 1/4 like women, life would be great.

Similarly if women could be 1/4 like men and stop whining and crying over useless people and move on with life.

Trust takes time to build. Forgiveness is just the start.

However, true forgiveness is freaking difficult to understand but I know that it is not thinking about why the mistake was made in the first place, but hoping for the best to come. That the person, in his own will, is smart enough to learn from his mistake.

If people choose to live their lives miserably, there's nothing much others can do to help.

2010-10-12T12:48:00.004+08:00

Listening to the elderly talking about death. They seem so jaded to closed ones dying.

It's almost a year since Aunty Jenny and Aunty June passed away. 2 deaths within a mere 2 weeks. It was something that dampened many of our hearts last year.

One of the few memories I had of Aunty Jenny was her cooking. She could make plain porridge taste so good, I still remember how it tastes like. I used to visit her and my cousins every week, to play hopscotch we drew ourselves with chalk. I used to get bitten by mosquitoes at their semi-d everytime... Until the moquitoes treated me as family, and stopped biting me.

Now everytime I pass by the enbloc-ed semi-d at Paterson, I will always remember how much fun my cousins and I had, with both Uncle Tat and Aunty Jenny still around then. I am grateful to still have both of my parents around with me. I can never imagine how I can survive if both of my parents were to leave me. My cousins are so strong, they are my motivation when anything's wrong. :)

Aunty June was the baker of the family. We used to help her wrap pineapple balls and place pineapple tarts on the baking trays during pre-CNY. She never talked when she was baking because she believes that distraction will prevent her from baking the perfect pineapple balls. She was right. ;) She bakes the best chocolate cakes too. She bakes the best everything actually...

A few years back, when I was Sec 2, we went on a HK trip together. She was really an ass during the trip, but ultimately, I know that it was the pressure of taking care of 5 kids that got her so mad. She was one who doted soooo much on her nieces and nephews that everytime she sees my younger cousins, she lights up.

The last movie she caught was G-force. She always had the cutest stuff and she loved to collect pig plushies and pig everything. She loved to wear Crocs and always bought the cutest designs. She was a divorcée who knew how to enjoy life although she had to live alone most of her life. She visited almost every corner of the world. She lived a meaningful life, but it's just too sad that she couldn't enjoy it for just a little longer.

So, to everyone, although it's a little cliche (okay VERY cliche), seriously, be thankful for who you have around you now. Cause it sucks to regret not having to spend more time with them.

Busted.

2010-10-11T00:58:00.001+08:00

Oh nonononono~

Barry kk was caught holding a cigg in a pic from Attica! :X

Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit~

2010-10-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm so sick of pretending to listen to other people's days.

I'm typing this post so that my mother will stop talking to me.

But apparently she doesn't get the hint. Damn.

Listen to me instead! My day was fun! :D

2010-10-04T08:55:00.002+08:00

When you want to do something, the only thing to do,

is to do it.

Goshhhhhhhhhhh I can just pom on my bed now and sleeeeeeppppppp

2010-09-30T21:54:00.001+08:00

I have an energy level which depletes completely after 1/2 hour! Lousy shit.

HOWWW????

2010-09-19T10:20:00.002+08:00

Gosh it sucks how you can sleep so late and wake up so early!!! WITH NOTHING TO DO!!! Damnit I have to visit Starhub soon to get my cable fixed. Gosh, it's killing me softly.

Anyways, I think Sister and I chatted until like 3/4am this morning? Damn, girls can talk uh. :x

I'm still not in the holiday mood yet. WHY? :(

That was the awesome-est night EVER!

2010-09-18T12:36:00.004+08:00

Everything was free and easy after my exams were over. No need to worry about how late you sleep, what time to wake up. Ahhhhhh~

But when I woke up today at 12pm (WHOOHOO), I realised I didn't elaborate for a question in my ESH paper. That costs me about 4 marks. :( :( :( But yeah still, 96 marks to play with (LOL).

Anyways, so glad that I can finally spend time catching up with my friends.

24 Sept: Volleyball in the morning, MCB dinner at night!

25 Sept: Meet up with Karen and Yingshan after prolly 6 years of not seeing each other!!!

Ok after that I have nothing on alr. That feels lame so...

Bye!

(OH RIGHT! I'M MEETING MY DEAREST CLIQUE LATER!!! OH OH OH AND KBOX ON SUNDAY! WHOOOOO LIFE ROCKS!)

2010-09-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

Now what. I don't deserve a chance to be nasty?

I've been living all my life, trying to please everyone around me and once, just once in my life when I actually show how I really feel I deserve to be scolded?

Am I feeling what my father felt when he was with us? A slave?

Everytime I remember that scene, where he only said 'bye' to me. I can almost know that I was going to be like him one day.

But I don't want to be like him. I love my mother, I love my sister. It's just that they are not making it any easier for me to love myself for who I am.

I feel that strangers know me better than my own family and this is pathetic.

I don't mean to just cry like a crazy bitch and let others to assume what's wrong and help me blame the innocent people who I'm not actually mad at. This is all going wrong. It's not supposed to be like that.

People have been telling me not to care, that it's not my duty to fix everything. I know! I fking know. But am I allowed to? If I could, I'd ban every television program on adultery or happy families, I'd go on the streets on a killing spree to kill every happy family just so that my mother will not reminded of anything bad. But she never will forget.

All I need now is for everyone who actually loves me as somebody to understand what I'm going through without judging. It's so hard I really wanna end all these. I don't want to because I don't know the future. Maybe my jerk-ass father will finally know how much this is killing me and my mother will just stop caring for the wrong people and focus on loving herself. Maybe my sister will actually start to care about people and understand that people are different from her.

I was never angry, and never will be angry, Mummy. It just sucks to be misunderstood.

(Such crap always have to happen when I'm having my exams. CR stinks like elephant shit and I've never seen anything as useless as this. I'm fking serious.)

The awful fact of having two birthday cakes.

2010-08-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

I have survived 5 semesters out of 6 in poly. I feel that I am ready for the world! :O

I've learnt how to appreciate myself better, I've seen who my true friends are, and above all, I've understood the power of love.

Here's a few things I've learnt from Love:

You won't hold anything back because you know that the person you love is all ready to accept anything you say.

You've had your quarrels but those memories don't come back as mood-killers, they come as jokes.

You can finish each other's sentences, and although that's bad listening, you laugh about it.

You realise the value of white lies.

During sad moments, you listen because you know that he/she wants you to shut up and hear him/her vent.

You are willing to go against your interests.

You dare to make mistakes because you know that there is always that someone there to pick you up if you were to fall.

You hyperventilate when talking about future plans together, or when thinking of answers to "How would you spend a million dollars?".

You share with each other the best advices like "Please don't do that in public."

There are so many other things I've yet to learn.

To all, love live. And life will love you back.

Lord, give me strength. Amen. :x

2010-07-14T00:08:00.001+08:00

I haven't been doing much lately, but I'm so tired thinking of completing my assignments!

They've been piling up. Tmr. Must. Chiong. :(

COOLIO!

2010-04-26T23:32:00.001+08:00

oh cool. vista sidebar has this cool blogger.com gadget. cool uh! using it now.

i have a new lcd monitor, and all problems are fixed yo! :D

I have my family and friends, that's all I care for.

2010-04-18T12:57:00.003+08:00

Had a lovely day with my classmates at Marina Barrage. (Well, only half of them actually.)

That place is nice! The sun, the grass, it makes pictures taken there look really nice!

I really had fun and I actually kinda like it! :)

I'm happy for myself that I'm getting used to bouncing back after bad things happen.

I'm glad that I have supportive friends and an understanding fam.

As quoted by Yu Hua, "Shit happens, just remember to flush!"

Hahaha.

Can't wait for tmr to start! Back to waiting for seats at dirty Foodcourts with birdshit/camouflaging lizards. :D :D :D

My nails are pink now, but my health is not :(

2010-04-14T16:19:00.002+08:00

I look cute in a blue gown, but with the needles, :O

It's not too late to change now. I have to get active.

The two needle pricks + ___________ are my wake-up call.

I can't die now. I have my family and friends now, and future family and friends to make! ;)

Plus, I always have been looking this horrible and fugly so it's time for a change!

Okay despite saying all these things, I will still take my dinner.

Hmm, what should I eat? ._.

Oh gosh i look like a grown kid with low IQ. Wig time!

2010-04-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna go on a secret mission tmr and the day after.

And I'm determined to lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

F> Fat people like me to join me.

It's getting harder and harder to breathe...

Like it's not bad enough that my mother strained her back, I just found out that I'm pre-obese.

2010-04-11T00:49:00.002+08:00

It sucks to not have guys in the house. Do I have enough money to adopt a teenager son? Hmmm.

Ridiculous.

2010-03-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

I have a blog. If you were really that concerned, and not communicating with me just because you are bored or you just wanna find faults of mine to talk about, you would have asked me what's the address to this and read about it!

Great, now all my excitement for winning 'Remember Me' tix are gone.

Oh, I see.

2010-03-27T00:12:00.004+08:00

Now both my eyeballs hurt when I look up or down.

I feel veryvery unhealthy :(

Some things happened to me lately that made me realise I have to change my lifestyle.

Water is very important!!!

Anyway, visited Haji lane for the first time, and omgwtfbbqknnbccb, it is not nice at all.

Sales persons there are not friendly to people who don't dress like them. Tsk.

Things there overpriced, and not many shops are opened in the afternoon! :O

BORING.

My hands are itchy again to buy another (cheaper) lomo camera to play with :(

I realise I'm not having enough fun!! Would you spend $52 to add fun to your life?

$52 can buy me 2 shirts,

Or a bag,

Or a family member's 21st bday present,

Or presents for 5 friends,

Or I can simply save it!

If I were to use that $52 to buy the camera that I still have to spend money to develop+scan+print, how much will I eventually spend?

BUT! How can I put a price on Joy? :D

I am confused. Maybe I'll save up $52, and another $57, and I can get myself a Fuji Instax.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...

I can't wait to work la I tell you.

Earn (at least) $2k a month! And I can buy like 38 Eximus-es or 16 Fuji Instax-es!

Woh~

Yes, I can wait. I have a decent Digicam now so I won't die. :)

Chokes on too much fat.

2010-03-19T21:22:00.002+08:00

Things are getting tougher each day! D:

My mind is really confused. I don't know how I'm feeling, or how I'm supposed to feel!

It's weird!

I'm not sure if I can ever trust men anymore. It's all around the media that men cannot be trusted!

I pity all the husbands and men out there whose wives/girlfriends cannot trust because of such unexpected cases of guys having affairs.

Oh well, my sister's opening a packet of Milk Pocky. All's good now!

I'm gonna explode.

2010-03-16T20:39:00.003+08:00

Not because I'm angry. I'm seriously too fat!!!!!!!!

But still, I would really like to go U.S and stay there. My sister's browsing through her friend's U.S pics on fb. It's all about cool weather, Rob Patt standees, Cookie Monster, Empire State Building, Forks High School (OMGOMGOMG) and many other cooooooool places!!!

Singapore is so f-ing hot! On the days when it's not very humid, my uncle from States thought that it was damn humid. :X :X :X IMAGINE HOW NOT-WET THE AIR IN U.S IS!!! And during summer there, the temp's about 17-20 degrees, but my cousin there had to shave his head bald because it was too hot? ZOMG.

I would kill to live in a place like that! D:

Anyway I'm supposed to read like a stack of letters about half a cm thick for my damn pampered sister. Is she trying to kill me or what? I don't read complicated letters. I just can't dig it (lol).

Oh ya, my house downstairs don't have singing lessons. Boooooooo~

Eating too many sweets, BAD. Rushing to fold clothes before Mummy gets back, GOOD.

2010-03-14T18:08:00.002+08:00

Howdy.

My father bought me 7 beautiful guppies! Really pretty, like little chinese fans. :)

Mummy's gonna reach Sg at 6.30pm! and I'm still struggling to fold the clothes. :O There's still dishes not done. Ahhhhhhhhhhh~

And my sister HAS TO go accompany Brother Barry for his photoshoot. (But cool huh? Photoshoot for Sg Flyer.)

Well, 10 more days to results.

Hahahahahahahaha it HAS been long huh.

2010-03-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

:) I am back!

I'm back, maybe because I'm bored (BUT IT'S ONLY THE END OF THE FIRST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS!!!), so yeah, not sure if I'll still be blogging when school starts.

Anyways, results are coming out sooooooon! Actually not very soon, 11 more days. :(

Mummy's away, at Batam now. It's weird how I always relate to Batam to people eyeing on CPF. Hahaha.

So what have I accomplished so far in the holidays?

Well, I gained weight (not suprising), I... managed to cure my insomnia caused by stress during EOY exams, hmm I... went to the IT Fair, I got to meet up with my fellow OGL-ITP-TP friends (Shuhui calls us "FEEVE". Cool huh? Like MUSE.), I watched Alice in Wonderland, oh yes! I'm DONE WITH POLY YEAR 2 WHOOHOOOOOO!

Thinking that I have only one more year of Poly really makes me pee in my pants.

In a good way that is. :s

I really can't (bold/italics/red/doubleunderline/font 800) wait for my Poly years to be over!

Not that I wanna start work now, I just can't wait to move on with life.

Doing things you don't like really sucks! D:

Talking about things that suck, I went back to Mayflower yesterday! (HAHAHA I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE. MAYFLOWER DOESN'T SUCK LA) Went for an arts-night thingy to help record (Kiesha Bjorn Verine)'s performance! They played 'Fireflies' and did a good job despite only practising for 4 days? :O How I wish I had that talent.

I NEED A SKILL! D:

Maybe I'm gonna go looking around under my block for schools that teaches music. I wanna learn singing, but not really sure if I have enough ka-ching to learn. :x But yeah, I've been wanting to learn singing for quite a long time so maybe it'll be worth it? I say this because I usually want things without actually wanting it.

(Okay, I'm motivating my sister to finish her lab reports by playing nice songs for her from youtube. Squeezing songs outta my brain!)

Yup anyway, listing down the things I wanna do during the holidays:

Make a trip to Ikea and ArtFriend
Check out singing lessons available within 800m prox.
KBox with sister and Kenny! (CONFIRMED)
Persuade my father to go somewhere, anywhere by April.

okiegoodbyepeoplez.

Looong time no seeeeeee....

2009-04-08T19:01:00.001+08:00

Hello peoplez!
Haven't been typing for very long.
Slept for the whole day yesertday after chalet. :D :D :D
I love this kinda life man.

(I am so lazy to load pictures up. Stupid MSN messenger isn't making my mood any better.)

Woke up early to sign up for GEMS today. Brand design. :)

Yup. Still very sianded. Can't wait for dinner. Ha-ha. Goodbye!

:D

2009-04-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

IN INDO IN INDO IN INDO!
HELLO!!!

So happy that this hotel has free access to internet. :)
I don't really miss Singapore yet, but I gotta leave Indo tmr!!! D:

Done lotsa shopping. Bought so many things for myself. Haha.
Not much for sister yet...

Things in Indo are cheap like :o
I think I would have to set aside a bedroom as my wardrobe if I were to stay in Indo.
:x

Oh well, will update with pics when I get back to Singapore!

I will miss you all. :(

2009-03-28T16:24:00.010+08:00

Whoo! Guess who is this? :D .

It's XUELI!

Lol, o.o thanks girl for accompanying me to eat lunch today. :)

WE WENT TO PLAY POOL! YAY!

Didn't win any of the 3 matches though.

But still, it's nice spending time with her.

Though she may be too cool and quiet for me as a 'pool partner'.

Xueli, SMILE MORE! :D

I'll be flying tmr at 4+. D:

I can't bear to leave Jie for 5 days!!!

She'll have to rush all the housework without me.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA...

I gave her suggestions of what to do during these 5 days.

Lol, like finding a new hobby, going to old folks' home,

learning to play a new song on the piano.

but she didn't care much.

She only wants me to stay.

:DDDDDDD

I'll miss Singapore's cleanliness, security, the trees and birds.

Hardly see birds in Indonesia because of the pollution.

Anyway, I hope I can have a good time with mummy there!

I'm afraid she'll worry about my father and sister too much, she won't have a good time there.

She didn't have to worry the past few times because I was the one in charge of taking care of the family while she's gone.

Haha, ironic. The youngest in the family taking care of a 48 and a 21 year-old.

I am my mother's blessing.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Well, take care peoplez!

Feel free to reach me by sms if there's anything urgent.

but I won't reply. :)

The 2 ulcers are killing me.

2009-03-28T12:13:00.005+08:00

I change, not because I want to.
I have to.

Friends, please understand that this is a difficult time for me.
I don't mean to sukasuka change appts or wev okay.
I can say that sometimes I'm just too lazy, but most of the time I'm really just too tired.

I feel like I'm so far away from young people's minds nowadays.
I don't know what's going on, and how to settle simple teenage things.
Why would people want to restrict themselves,
thinking that they know simply THAT much?
There are many solutions to one problem.
But again, there are many problems with only one solution.
Try to accept what people have to say.
Please. You can't close your ears, can you?

Listen.
That's what our 2 ears are for.

Shut up when you're not needed.
Understand the problem before you talk.
Because you probably don't know that it hurts for the other person.

Things don't go right because you won't allow it to.
When others have a dream/plan to reach for,
support them.
Don't ever insult, no matter how unreachable it is.
You're not smart enough to know how the result will turn out to be.

When it finally turned out to be bad,
support them.
Stop rubbing it in.

That's what friends are for.

Don't take them away from me.

2009-03-24T12:19:00.002+08:00

I don't want this to end.
These past weeks were my best weeks ever since a long time.
I know it hurts in some way or another,
but I liked it.

Guess I can't be too selfish.

"Anything you wish, as long as you're happy."

Happy bday Daryl! :)

Check this out!

2009-03-20T14:11:00.003+08:00

It's a palm-sized pear! :)

It's called a sugar pear. Not a baby pear.

Ok randomz. Just got back from NTUC with mummy. Gonna have steamboat tonight! :)

Haha, gonna be eating steamboat with the girls next week too. Darnz.

Oh well...

I like today's weather. :D

Choose between working harder, or not working at all.

2009-03-18T08:58:00.005+08:00

Got my results back. Not sure if it's better than last sem. + and -. About there?

That means not good. Work harder lor. What to do.....

Anyway, came back from Sentosa yesterday! With only one day of staying in their hotel, I want goose down/feather pillows, quilts and futons. Andand I miss having a tbtn table just right under where you're staying, pool tables at $2 per game... aaaaahhhhhhhh~ all in just one stay.

Yup, after Sentosa, went back home... Fb-ed for awhile, then went off to meet my juniors at MF. Yeah I will not say I felt welcomed... because I really did not feel welcomed. o.o
How to feel welcomed when 6/8 of the people you see, either don't know you, or knows us but you don't know them.

Time passes so fast man. Now my juniors are sec4s. Wow? I'm gonna be a mother of 2 kids soon too. Hahaha...

Well, it feels good being where/how/what I am now.

My bfast before Sentosa

Raining :(

The people I went back for. (:

Dinner time:

"Fuhui"

Without much editting, thise shot is produced. Hahaha.
"Linghui"

"Raeyi"

"Bjorn"
Always remember that Borbor loves Dordor.
HAHAHA, I am so dead. :o

So hungry/bored/lonely.

2009-03-11T18:41:00.007+08:00

Xyrophobia: A fear of razors

I'm so bored, I'm surfing Bored.com. Hahaha. You guys should check it out too. ;)

Sister and I planned to go AMK Hub to watch "He's just not that into You". But we both were too lazy to go out of the house. Actually we planned to catch it since it was showing. Yeah. o.o No fate with that movie.

I'm irritated now because:-

I am hungry
There's a 20kg-pile of clothes behind me to iron
There are dishes undone
I don't like the weather now, and the lighting level in my house sucks
I realised that I should start to lose weight before all my friends leave me
No one talks to me in MSN/facebook

Nvm. Mummy's gonna come back tomorrow. I want to go shopping with her. :D
Going to Sentosa next Monday! :) Bringing Holga, finishing my 2nd film, develop, collect, see if nice, decide if I should really sell.

Gosh I can't wait to even my tan. It's so eff-ing ugly lor.

Rust: the colour of my skin now.

2009-03-09T10:02:00.004+08:00

This i how I look like w/o clothes on. LOL!

I am super burnt, water evaporates when it touches me.

I have super uneven tanlines on my arms (as you can see above).

I just got to even the previous tan lines, and now, this.

Tsk, so irritating.

So difficult to choose what to wear because "Rust" is not a good colour to match with.

Anyway, HSBC Women's Champions 2009 was fun! My first time working in such a sporty event. Ha-ha-ha.

Saw Fiona Foo there too. She had such a sexy voice after doing surveys. Lolol.

Well, it's over! I got enough sleep throughout the 4 days actually. I actually feel great waking up at 5am every morning during the holidays, NOT!

Yup, celebrating Jojo's bday today at 5pm. Gotta leave house earlier to get a present.

How? What? Where?

Anyhowzzz, pictures from HSBC! :)

Dino Crisis is lame. ):

2009-03-03T20:48:00.003+08:00

My desktop wallpaper for the week: Mika and Donut in Pet Society.

Lollllllll.

Like some kind of ah-gua show. o_o

Btw, Mika belongs to me and Donut belongs to my sister.

My sister's a very pitiful teacher.

2009-03-02T15:14:00.003+08:00

There was an exercise in the science worksheet to label bird and fish parts.
E.g, A: Wings, E: Fins... etc.

Qn: What will happen if a bird doesn't have part A, and a fish doesn't have part E?
Ans: They will look ugly.

HAHAHAHA!

I's true to a certain extent la. Cause' no matter how, birds and fish are creations of God.
Lol, Catholic High is indeed a very religious school. :o

Mystery shopping! :D

2009-03-01T13:47:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how my father remains calm despite his 2 daughters insulting each other in front of him the whole morning. :S

See? I got my genes from my father.

Ponyo, get out of my head, PLEASE!

2009-02-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

Came back from Hy concert, bathed, fb-ed, happy.

Yuhua is playing Pet Society already. (Y)

The race of the slowest.

2009-02-25T22:45:00.005+08:00

The convo between me and my lame (ahem) lovely cousin.

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
tsewols

raeyi. says:
llamehtfotsewols

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
alnethouy

raeyi. says:
TSK

raeyi. says:
abutnldest

raeyi. says:
you spell also spell wrongly lor!

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
u als what

raeyi. says:
walao wat is als?

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
also*

raeyi. says:
i where got

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
THEN WHAT IS ABUTNLDEST

raeyi. says:
tt's not event a word!

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
i knew it

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
lol

raeyi. says:
haha! i typed tt's not event a word.

raeyi. says:
event.

raeyi. says:
i am too into my course

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
how is that abutnldest?

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
-.-

raeyi. says:
it's doing abutnldest-ly fine

raeyi. says:
LOL

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
huh? nvm -.-

raeyi. says:
you ask how is he ma

Kenny cried while watching mv D: says:
how is who?!?!

Tsk, nothing, Kenny, nothing.

My name is good?

2009-02-24T23:19:00.003+08:00

Hi, many people have said that I look like this guy above.
So I'm gonna change my name to...
Raeyi-Ribena Yap. :D

Talked about adding "Renee" (yes, with the artsy tick above the 1st 'e' of the double 'e', lol)
I'm very excited about it, really. Actually it's more of a "I was very excited about it".

When I was taking my shower,
I thought of:

Yap Renee, Rae Yi
Renee Yap Rae Yi
Yap Renee-Raeyi
Yap Raeyi-Renee

Ya lor, excited until like that.
So I decided to announce to my family that I'm going to change my name.
Papa came back, I asked him how he felt about the name "Renee".
He gave that :s face and thought that Rae Yi was a better name.
I gave that :( face and insisted on adding Renee.

I asked my sister.
She looked at my face for about 6 secs.
Agreed with Papa.
My face suits "Rae Yi" better.

Went in to talk to Mummy about what we discussed.
Mummy thinks that "Rae Yi" is still the better name.

TSK. And they were the ones who got me hyped up about changing name lor!
o_o

Why? I can't match up to the wacky, goofy image that "Renee" has meh? D: (Referred to Renee Zellweger in Bridget Jones) I just don't have the Ang-mo-name face lor hor.
Okay, okay, no angmo name. :(

But I really like
Ribena Yap Renee-Raeyi
Very Hongkong. I like.

Grrrrr, my stomach is veryvery upset because I poisoned it with Mega Mcspicy
just now.
I SWEAR never to eat mega mcspicy again.
The chicken patties sucks cause' Mc is trying to cut costs by using not-so-juicy parts of the chicken.
I HATE CHICKEN BREAST MEAT!
D: D: D:

Cheer up, please.

2009-02-23T10:38:00.002+08:00

Watching 'Live from the Red Carpet'. Finally, Brangelina arrived.
Pft,
who cares.

I have to revise PM notes...
The notes are like so---
ugly.

I don't know what to say lor.
There's still PM 2.
Ahhhhhhhh~

I have to start preparing what I plan to achieve in Year2.
Many things I have to take care of.
So I'm not going to continue Jap even if I can.
I can't afford to take up any other extra things too.

Go to school, come back.
Earn money for my own expense.
I'm gonna start teaching tuition one day a week.

It's gonna be a tough year.
I'm ready.
:)

Pray hard, and everything will be alright.

Breathe, rae, breathe.

I will always do.

2009-02-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

I can't blame her,
It's probably her first time
going through such a turmoil.

She needs support now,
but she's tired.
Let her sleep,
let her sleep.

God will know when to wake her up.
God will know when to wake him up.

Now that everyone's tired,
the house is quiet.
Let's just sleep,
and think of more ways to solve all these mess.

And then,
get tired again.

I want this cycle to continue
until everything is beautiful again.
I don't mind how much time/energy it's gonna take.
I just want it to be
how it used to and should be.

In the meantime,
let's rest...
For the so-many things for us to see through.

Please pray for us,
as we need a miracle.

分身术 is what I need now.

2009-02-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

I'm sick.
My heart is aching.
I don't trust men anymore,
but I still want a family next time.

So I am, also afraid of marriage.

I need friends... badly.
:(

My eyebags are attention-grabbing. o.o

2009-02-20T17:39:00.004+08:00

I'm sure many of you have heard about this wtfwhat'swrongwiththisworld news.
I also felt very wtfwhat'swrongwiththisworld when I first saw it.
Tsk, how can lor. HOW CAN?!

For those who doesn't know about this story, it's actually about the boy (yes, the one in the picture above) being a Dad when he's only 13. WTFZ?! He looks like he's 5 years old la! Tsk.
Can he at least look older? :s

The boy and his baby, with the boy's mother.
Eh, no. It's the BABY'S mother!

WTFZ x 100000000! That ~~chaolao~~ lady there is only 15 years old leh!!!! How come she look like 40 one? Pft. Hais.

Well, I'm happy and sad for them at the same time.

Ok no more mood.

Off to eat my Lorbak.
:D

Keep your hands off my lollipop, sucker.

2009-02-17T21:28:00.006+08:00

It's not fair! Girlfriends talk to their boyfriends so sweetly, but they talk nasty with their own sisters. D:

Anyway, hweetz! Finished Econs exam yooooooo~ :) but the freakin' freezing room made me forget some things. Damnit. Overall, a good paper.

I wanna relax for 2 days, then I'll continue with my PM revision. *Ding!
I wanna catch a movie. Haven't been in a cinema for like... 10 years?! o.o
Ya, maybe about 3 months la.

What's wrong with me man.
Aren't teenagers like me supposed to go to movies like 3 times a week?
Lol...
Too used to online piracy... Tsktsktsk.
o_o

Ok I'm so bored.
I'll continue watching Ep 2 of Code Blue then!

:)

I keep thinking Econs is the last paper. -.-

2009-02-16T15:44:00.003+08:00

Hello peoplez.
It's gonna rain soon. Yay yay yay!
But in a few hours, it's gonna be humid like siaoz.

It's been a week of Hainan Island planning for my mother.
She has been so buzy. I think she can be an event planner.
Haha! :)

I'm feeling very happy today.
I'm not sure why.

o.o

Anyway, Aunty June was admitted to the hospital yesterday cause of some heart problems.
Recover soon! :)

What will be, will be.

2009-02-15T22:33:00.003+08:00

But what will I be? :s

Everytime... EVERYTIME anyone talks about what they'll be next time... or something along that line, I won't be able to sleep that night. Yes, tonight will be one of those nights.

Damnit.

I want to be an educator, but I hate kids.
I want to be a journalist, but I cannot write.
I want to learn to be a photographer, but I have no money, and it's just useless have a job like this in Singapore.
I want to be a tourguide, but I'm afraid when during PMS, I will kill tourists. :x

I'm so pissed with myself, I think I'll just end up being a useless Housewife. -.-
Well, that is even if I'm worth marrying.

AHH, my life is so sad.

I think I'll just help my sister with Photohunt.

Put a ring on it, yo!

2009-02-14T13:15:00.002+08:00

Happy vday everybody!

My Valentine has been waiting in my room for a looooong time. To be exact, since last night. LOL. My Valentine = My Econs notes. :D What a lovely lover. -.-

DAMNITLAAGAINNODATEFORVALENTINESDAY!

Ahem.

Nvm, at least Boyzone 'loves me anyway'.

I am. Lame hor? :(

Okay, for those of you who have dates, have a lovely day/night with your babehs. Remember, protection! :)

To me, Pyong Yang is in Vietnam.

2009-02-12T10:04:00.007+08:00

HARLOWZ.
Yesterday was so beautiful, I played Pet Society all day long.
-.-

I went to school yesterday to present my research on Ebonics! Whole presentation = Weird. Cause' we had to present in her office. :X

Ok anyway, we finished our presentation... I went to the library to study. And yeah, in no suprise, I freakin' triggered the alarm again. :) IT'S DAMN IRRITATING OKAY YOU ALL DUNNO HOW IT FEELS ONE! Grr. Yeah... went foward to the counter to return the DVDs. Again, I expressed my anger. Lol. And again, no response. GAH! Then sister called to ask me what time does Sakae buffet start. o_o Am I only good at remembering such useless stuff that everyone only comes to ME to ask?

Ahem. Yeah. So I was alone... and I tried to do my Econs articles. I wanted to hand in straightaway, but I had no idea why countries are so stupid to shield exports. Okayokay, and I had no glue also. -.-

So I studied for AVS and a bit of Econs... then I left the library. GUESSWHATYO! I did NOT trigger the alarm! I smiled the whooooole way~ :D :D :D

Yup, I left the library thinking that I should grab something to eat at FC3. On the way, I saw Bingsheng rushing his GEMS things. So yeah. I was so amazed that anyone from my class would be in school. So ya, we chatted for an hour. -.- Talking about taking Jap lessons, and being tour guides, and of course, Facebook. Ha-ha-ha.

I had no mood to eat afterwards, so I headed to Dover MRT.

On THAT way, I saw my greatest love of all, YEOYEOYEO YINGSHANNN! So, we talked about manymanymany things. It's really amazing how we have no barrier to talk to each other. :D Haha! Another hour gone. I feel bad to bother her and her friends in their tutorials. But heyheyhey, I would feel even worse not to catch up with my bully-cum-best-friend friend. :) HAH!

Uh huh, and we took the MRT together. Talked again... and she had to alight at Outram. D:

Reached Bishan, saw Joakim, didn't wave, cause I was talking to Sister. Wanted to deposit money, but that "service was not available". Went to meet Sister in the arcade. Saw them play Mario Kart. Played Photohunt after that. :D

Went home, ate fishball noodles, bathed, played Pet Society. Lols.

Yep, that was my wonderful day. :)

2 down, 3 more to go.

2009-02-09T21:56:00.003+08:00

AHMYGAH!
I didn't do well for both Autocad and Jap.
Learnt my lesson not to skip classes. Lol.

Anyways, it was a great day! Today wa great deshita.
Lolz stop it.

Oh yea, should I continue Jap (if I can)? :(
I'm done with 60hrs.
With 180hrs of studying, I can take an external profiency test.
External. I don't like that.

Yes, so maybe I'll join a CCA! :)

I miss the times when I got to play the Saxophone.
I miss the times when I actually have juniors/seniors to laugh
with.
I miss the times when I talk a lot during band practices.
I miss the times when people shush me when I talk.
I miss the times, that after every performance, we take pictures
and post them all up in blogs/friendster/facebook etc.
I miss the times we bought tickets for other school's
concert.
I miss the times when we practise for SYF in the bus.
I miss the times when we get to have free coconut/redbean bread
bought by Teacher IC.

:'D

Good times, good times.

I am seriously thinking of joining SP's Jazz band.
They have this really kEwLz old guy who wears a hat most of the time.
Cool huh? :)

But sadly, no one in my class is willing to join a music-related CCA.
Damnit.

I <3 White accesories.

2009-02-08T15:59:00.002+08:00

Oh shit.
Facebook again? :O

Exams coming la deh!

:)
I've been a good girl today.
So, I'm going out for a nice dinner later.

P.S: I ain't got no itch no more, YO!

The world is made for me.

2009-02-07T14:59:00.003+08:00

It is sure a gloomy day. Lol.

I've got the Hives (Hong Mor) again.
Yucks.
Have been itching all over since yesterday, during Jap class. I had a presentation somemore. Pft.
So, so, so unlucky.

Anyways, CNY is ending~ I don't really care... but that means my loooooong holidays are coming! :D Yayzos!

Random: Never slice Kuay Lapis the wrong way.

To every Poly student out there, study hard okay? :)
Sighzzz. It's like cancer. It's better to detect that you're too lazy at an early stage, and not wait until it's too late, and die either by suicide, or laziness itself.

Goodbye then.

I need to exercise, badly.

2009-02-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

I walk like I'm about to die.
Too fat, too fat.
Hope I can lose weight by putting pressure on myself.
1 presentation down, 4 more to go.
1 just got postponed to next Weds.
Yucks.

Tests are next week, I ain't got no shit about AVS.
I live in Bishan, but I must travel to Dover on Saturday to practise on my AutoCad.
This sucks you know?

Everyone's nick are on the line of "Chiong Projects!"
-.-
Poly life is fun, but tiring.
2 more weeks to a long break.
2 more years of Poly.
Enjoy.

How I wish to have super communicating skills.

2009-02-02T23:48:00.002+08:00

I am so drained! Couldn't sleep last night because of headache. Grrr. Had to skip the last AVS lesson today. :(

Still rushing for assignments la. Nehneh.

Anyway, I got 81 for Econs retest. So what man. Kept at 50%. D: D: D:
I've learnt my lesson.

Take MC when you're not prepared for a test

Yes, I am tired. Off the bed, I shall.

Still drowning in assignments, sorry.

2009-01-30T12:02:00.004+08:00

みなさん、こんばんわ。
(Good evening everybody)

I'm working on my presentation for Jap next week, but this totally reminds me of Mr Lam in Japan. :D

First of all,

1) Sorry to pangseh people going to Mdm Leau's house to bainian. (Esp Linghui. I always pangseh you. :O)

2) Sorry Bjorn/Serene/Elenore for not abling to make it back to MF.

I am such a loser. I think I've ps-ed people for 4857 times in my life already. :(

Things I have to do
Prepare AVS ppt
Edit AVS Report
Prepare Jap Presentation
Prepare speech for EMC
Edit GEMS ppt
Revise for AVS test
Study for Econs exam
Do PM tutorials 6 & 4b
Read up Alice In Wonderland
Finish IDEAS ppt

YES. D: Because of all these ~~irritatingstupidawfullydisgustingsickening~~ shit, my Sat and Sun will be filled with project meetings. I hate this. I want to have fun too you know? :(

After this week of preparation, next week is the "Presentation/Submission" week. After next week, it's "ICA test" week. The week after next week's next week, it's "Final Year exam" week.
UGH, IS THIS WHAT'S POLY LIFE ALL ABOUT?!?!
*Grabs a knife*

I'm sad. :(

That Wheat Grass drink is nice leh.

2009-01-28T19:13:00.005+08:00

Tempting right? :) These will be my snacks while I rush for my assignments.

神啊救救我吧！

So many assignments, so little time.

Goooooodbye peoplez!

P.S: Ladies celebrating CNY, be prepared to hear something really, REALLY awful.

3 Pineapple tarts = 1 bowl of rice

Eat... continue eating... xD

事事顺利, 万事如意！

2009-01-27T15:57:00.010+08:00

新年快乐！

Sad, didn't take much pictures on 初一. Had fun though! :) Went for church service in the morning, headed back hometo rest awhile, then we went to Kenny's house. After a few hours there, with Guitar Hero, and BlackJack, went to Pasir Ris for another round of 拜年-ing @ my mummy's side. :D

Met cousins for a midnight movie like how we do every Chinese New Year. Watched "The Wedding Game"! It was quite nice, really. Considering that I don't actually like Fann Wong, me calling her 'cute' in the show means that I actually enjoyed her acting. :)

Got myself a Hubby for the new year. :)

Vixen. -.-

情敌s. LOL!

That culture.

2009-01-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

"If I could save the Union without freeing any slave I would do it, and if I could save it by freeing all the slaves I would do it; and if I could save it by freeing some and leaving others alone I would also do that...I have here stated my purpose according to my view of official duty; and I intend no modification of my oft-expressed personal wish that all men everywhere could be free."

Have a happy (do-your-project) Lunar New Year!

2009-01-25T17:12:00.002+08:00

Everyone should learn how to be a better person.

2009-01-23T10:36:00.003+08:00

Abu Yahya, please. Let there be peace.

James Blunt is sexy, in some ways. Daniel Powter is not. :)

2009-01-22T21:33:00.005+08:00

Yayzies, done with CNY shopping! Eh wait, I think I need 1 more set of new clothes? :)

Anyway my fridge is SO full, I have to standby my hands to grab falling food if I open the fridge. Harharhar not funneh.

Crap, I don't care I'm going (window)shopping during tmr's 3 hour plus break. Yay!

I have 4 presentations to work on. Wakao? What if I get them all mixed up, and whatever I say don't make sense? OMIGOSH. Nonsense. :) But it'll be our first ever Business presentation so I'm kinda looking forward to it.

Random: I am so jealous because all singers know how to play the piano and/or guitar.

Wang Leehom sings, composes music, writes lyrics, acts in musicals, plays violin, piano, acoustic guitar, vibraphone/xylophone, er-hu, drums, accordion, bass, harmonica, electric guitar. He draws, and can speak Mandarin, French, bits of Cantonese & Japanese. I love him. When I'm blogging this, I received an MMS.

Damnyou. I'll ~~try to~~ take picture with at least one of the golf players in HSBC Women's Champion. :) (If I get the job, that is...)

Okay, off to see online junk. Buhbye.

It's a vindy day. (pun intended)

2009-01-20T12:04:00.016+08:00

Harlowz. School ended at 10.00am today.

(-.-"')

I'm super pissed okay. I read the msg Ben sent to all of us yesterday night about the "NO autocad make-up" thingy. I thought it was a reminder for us that there IS autocad make-up. I WANNA KILL MYSELF I WANNA KILL MYSELF I WANNA KILL MYSELF! And EMC was cancelled today also. Double-you-tee-eff. So I shiokshiok take bus for one hour just to attend some boliaodunnowhatcrap E-library crap for one hour and took another hour to go home lor.

-angry

Okay whatever. At least I can rest at home and enjoy my sofa and alone-time with my laptop. :)

Went to 牛车水KretaAyerChinaTown last Sunday! :D I love going to Chinatown when CNY is nearing. We queued for an hour or so for !BAK KWA!, and went shopping in People's Park and Chinatown. WHOOOOO~

Happy new year, Chinese 老兄s!

I have nothing to look forward to anymore.

2009-01-18T10:05:00.014+08:00

Hello peoplez. Watching "Final days of Planet Earth" on Hallmark again. Can anyone switch the damn channel?! I totally gave up watching it and slept at 10pm yesterday. o.o Sister said that the ending sucked.

So yay, anyway, I am not going to Guangzhou anymore. My mummy sure has a way to crush my hopes everytime. :) I'm not really looking forward to it also la. It's not under my "Places I want to visit again" list anyway. However in June I'm going to Hainan Island. Hahaha.

I remember I went there when I was little. Maybe 5, 6 years old? I'm not sure why I went there though... Just a one-day trip to Hainan from Hong Kong. I THINK my Gong Gong was borned there? Maybe? :S I remember that you'd have to lift the toilet door yourself if you wanted privacy, and use a pail to flush your whatever business down. Lol. The 'toilet bowl' is just a huge square hole that I (at age 5, 6) can just fall into.

I also witnessed the people there killing chickens. My father was video-taping the whole process down, and I stupid-ly watched the process through the small screen of the videocam, and not the actual scene right in front of me. Yes yes, that is me. -.- ANYWAYS, I'm not sure why I like to see food being prepared. I won't feel disgusted if I eat something I saw people kill. Haha! Unless it's my Goldfish at home. :S I will so not be a vegetarian.

When my distant relatives came to Singapore for a visit in (i think) December, I heard that Hainan Island is muuuuch cleaner and modern now. With theme parks, shopping centres and everything. :D

I wanna take a picture with this thing too! :D

:D And Sanya, the capital of Hainan Island, was the event venue for Miss Universe for year dunnowhat.

Yes, I wanna go Hainan Island! :)

Rest is always good. :)

2009-01-15T20:14:00.005+08:00

Hello! Had a really relaxing day today! :) With 2 hours of school, and 2 hours of shopping!

Lots of things have been happening. Went to work for Pico last sat/sun. Met many new people, with veryvery weird names (I like!). For example, met this girl named Blessann. YA IT'S HER REAL NAME! Not Bless Ann, but Blessann! Her maid chose that name for her. Quite meaningful eh? If you think her name is weird, you should hear her sister's. Blessmary! COOL HUH? She's from Masscomm though. Weird name, but nice person. :) There's another girl named Faunia. Doesn't sound very weird after listening to Blessmary right?

Okay anyways... The Econs retest went well yesterday. The paper was obviously set a 100 times easier to make sure that the retest students pass. Well, thanks lor SP. You made my day. -.-

Haven't shopped for CNY yet. Gonna shop with 02 girls on Saturday, and going to China town with Mummy and jiejie on Sunday! :D I am a happy girl!

Oh yes. I was thinking of selling my orangey red Holga cam. It's effing new in case you don't know. Selling to buy Fuji Instax! D: Interested please tag. (I hope this comes out in those search engines under "SELLING HOLGA CAMERA AT CHEAP PRICE")

Lol, kiasu like shit.

Yep, was looking through pictures I took from my Japan trip a year ago. Found many BEAUTIFUL pictures. Enjoy!

I have to make up for my sleep by this week.

2009-01-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

I am effing tired. My nose is runny, I need to rest, but I have assignments to worry for, and an important retest to take tomorrow. Everything important happens tomorrow. After that, I am free, but only for a week. I need to study, but I need to sleep! Tomorrow's class starts at 8am. I can't go late because I have to grab every minute I have to ask my teacher a gazillion questions before the test. I am sick of myself being so lazy. I have to stay up! Late!

I am dying from

a lousy stomach
an itchy nose
lack of rest

To you, YOU THINK I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP ONE AR?

Sickening ASS-ignments.

2009-01-08T09:54:00.003+08:00

Ohmygosh. I have no idea how buzy I am, but I'm still here, blogging.

Been thinking about a lot of things lately... My Econs retest, money, the HongKong trip, money, assignments, money... Yeah. I feel... useless.

Cause' of my lack of moo-lah, I cannot:

Buy 'The Ting Tings''s concert tickets
Buy a decent pair of shoes/sandals
Bribe teachers to give me better grades (Lol)
Sleep without thinking how to earn more money

And because of assignments, I had to pangseh Linghui again. Supposed to go to Eunos for some job thingy. How I wish I weren't so desperate for money. Can't I be like... Paris Hilton? (Anyway I saw her line of wallets! I love the pink and green checkered one. HAH!)

Uh huh. To get myself right back into the working mood, let me list out all the things I have to do.

Autocad Almost done :)
AVS tutorial Oh eff! I forgot all about this! Later have to hand in liao leh!
My part on IDEAS
EMC brochure
Studying awful lot for Econs retest/sem test

"Things will be fine", I tell myself.

I'm off to plan how to revise, like what I did for O's. It worked, so, when my right hand is typing this, my left hand is slapping myself because I feel so stupid not to use this method since I started Poly. DAMNYOU RAEYI!

Everything bad happens to me. That's NOT fair.

2009-01-06T15:29:00.003+08:00

WHY WHY WHY?! I'm too lazy, that's why.
I better buck up already okay.

Stupid Autocad must backstab me now la. Irritating soab. PFT!

I have a burn scar, 2 blue blacks, one scratch wound, 2 cuts, and many many different kinds of scars. -.- I'm not abused know... I'm just very clumsy. :o I don't understand lor. I also don't do sports ma. Tsk.

Gonna be earning $130+! :D Helping out in the Pico old-people's event. :)

Okay, it's me wasting precious time again. Ciao.

I have calmed down.

2009-01-04T19:12:00.004+08:00

These are the (successful) Holga pictures I took from my first roll of film! :)

This is my cousin. It is because of poor photography that I wasn't able to bring her pretty face out. Pft~

This is my sister's ass. It was supposed to come with a yellow orchid which I multi-exposed. Nope, not there.

Favourite shot: Merlion with some random (or maybe not) person standing on the ear. Lousy composition, but nice try.

Shot with the colourful structures right in front of the Merlion.

My sister with the Orang Utan @ Singapore Flyer. Uber lousy composition with multi-exposed candy cane going through my sister's neck. -.-

Clean shot huh? :)

Supposed to show the kissing couple. There's a multi-exposed Xmas tree behind if you squint your eyes. Ha-ha-ha.

2009-01-04T15:18:00.004+08:00

I can confidently say that I can kill anyone in sight right now. No one can stop me from venting my anger on them. I vow that I will not be miss goodie-goodie to anyone from now on unless they are worth my kindness.

I do things on purpose to hurt people? Why does everyone have to think that they are always the important one? You think people actually care how bad you are, how irritating you are, or how angry you are? Since everyone thinks they're so good and perfect themselves, they are SO MUCH MORE HAPPY if you have more flaws. Damn it!

I now truely realise how stupid I am to always give in to you. I also found out that I always give in just because I don't want to be the person hearing all the CRAP and SICKENING whining. This is why I prefer to make guy-friends. Girls should seriously follow how guys think and act. GIRLS THINK TOO MUCH! Stop acting like everything is about you you you you YOU! If everything's about you, I think there's a place called Pulau bo lang for you to hang out. I BET you'll be more happy there.

I didn't have the choice to be borned first, I didn't have the choice to force my mother to love me and spoil me even more. HEY! I was educated by a MAID. You all should be counting yourselves lucky that your parents actually read to you every night, making you interested in reading books! I don't even care shit about reading! I have friends, you have lovers! I would totally trade anything for someone to talk to right now.

Apparently I make people lose face. HELLO! Consider yourselves lucky that you were borned with a pretty face. I can say that more than 80% of girls in the whole wide world is prettier than me. Am I left with ANY face? DAMN IT!!!!!

Everyone has the right to get angry with me, and when I get angry at people, they either laugh, ignore, or just simply reflect their blame back unto me again. I am sick of having a round face because I am NOT friendly, I don't like to make friends, I only care about people who care about me, and I wouldn't be bothered to look at you if you have a face which I don't like. PLEASE! You guys have boy/girlfriends to comfort you when you're mad, I'm left with myself to vent on. Others who I vent on will either give me that ever-so irritating "Oh, she's having her PMS again" face. DAMN! I am notnotNOT having my PMS now! That means that this anger and frustration of mine is genuinely ANGRY!

Since everyone around me is not trying their best to be more sensitive of my feelings, maybe I'm supposed to try not to be so sensitve. Again, why do prettier girls have the choice of being bitchy about EVERYTHING, and ugly girls get scolded for simply COMMENTING on a tinsy displeasure?! OH MY GOODNESS! It's either I gather all the beautiful girls and murder them now, or simply just kill myself.

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:s

2009-01-03T18:28:00.003+08:00

Hello. I'm sad because I've lost control. I have no motivation to study, do homework, nor go to school. :( I need to my my motivation!

Clearing my mail today. Received something funny.

Husband: You know, wife, our son got
his brain from me.

Wife: I think he did , I still got
mine with me!

Heh. Yeah.

It's a cool and sleepy day. Wait, I think my bed's calling me.

Hot stuff.

2009-01-02T08:36:00.002+08:00

Spent new year's day studying for econs retest. Oh yes peeps, I failed econs. Quite expected though. Yeah... so I needa do well. Although marks are kept at 50 also. AIYA. This is what happens if you don't study. Please peeps, STUDY. Imagine this situation: Your classmates getting 80+ for their test. You are one of the very VERY VERY few who failed. You only got 37. D:

Well, I have learnt my lesson.

Okie, resolutions time. Don't really follow them but I'll set them anyways.

Stay focussed during lessons, ASK more questions.
Set up a (useful) study group.
Go for permanent hair removal. :x
Make new (like-me) friends.
Go to church.
Complete assignments, don't procrastinate anymore. (PLEASE!)
Do up a duty roster for family.
Be a better sister, daughter, PERSON.
Find a lomo buddy.
Maintain my room well.
Find a student to tutor.
Earn my own pocket money.
Stop worrying about unnecessary things.

Yes. All seems quite achievable right? :)

Wishing everyone a wonderful 2009 ahead. Hope Osama gets caught, Obama does well, Mas Selamat stays wasted. Lol, what in the world am I talking about? Okay, lessons are starting soon! FOCUS!

:)

2009-01-01T08:35:00.000+08:00

Happy new year!

Na na na na na na na, na na na na na na.

2008-12-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

Went for "shopping" class @ IMM today. :) Fun right! Can shop while learning. Every module should be like that. Lol. Our group went to The Body Shop. Great service... good discounts... big smiles... flocks of money flying away. Haha. Well, I am happy with my buys. Now I'm a "Love your body" member! :D My room smells GREAT with the new Cranberry spray I bought. My room smells like Body Shop now. YAY~ -.-

After that, we went to meet up with Jaz's group and taolun-ed about our very-not-confirmed Hong Kong trip. Then umm. Yeah. Everyone went home after that except for Jolyn and I. I needed a pair of flats to I stayed at IMM for awhile. Jolyn kindly accompanied me. Went to World of Sports, bad service. LOL, but anyway, saw a pair of shoes for $21, but I was seriously irritated by the lady who served me, and utterly MAD by all the mothers in Singapore getting new school shoes for their Primary school kids. AH!

Well, Jolyn and I left the shop. Proceeded to IP Zone. Saw skirt that I like and looked good on, but waiting for a better discount. I know IP Zone's style one okay. Lol! Yep, so we went on to Everlast/Converse, hoping to find a pair of shoes. Very little people in the shop! Good good. But the pair of shoes from Everlast costs $36.90. Not very expensive... but I'm waiting to bring Mummy out shopping so that she can buy them for me. Hahaha.

Went on to Converse side. Saw T-shirts on 50% discount!! Yay yay yay! So yeah I bought 3, Jolyn bought one. Neh neh. Like that spend $56+ alr. D:

Swore not to buy any more things. Jolyn controlled me, NOT. Haha. She brought me to DBS bank to make my first ever deposit. :) Deposited $30. Lololol. Cause' I didn't want to have so much cash on me. After the deposit, we planned to go back. Jolyn still had some time before her training started, so we decided to walkwalk some more, without spending money.

Walked around... Saw an "Esprit Outlet" store. Things there are much cheaper than any Esprit stores! So ya la! Bought another shirt lor. (Eh, I don't have enough shirts okay)

Ya ya. I HAD to stop. I accompanied Jolyn to the Mrt station, took a loooooong 52 bus ride home. The end.

My a/c balance's just a few dollars above $200. God. Save. Me.

Total spendings today: $120+ in merely 2 hours

Bo Bo Bo!

2008-12-25T00:00:00.005+08:00

For those of you who has lovers overseas, I am seriously sorry for you. Don't feel that sad though... Think of those who don't even have lovers. *Rae Yi waving in the background* Ya. How I wish I had someone to think about during Christmas. :(

Went to NLC to celebrate Xmas. Before that we went to Cityhall to collect my first roll of negatives. Only one outta 15 worked. Omfgzomfgz. Felt damn moody for awhile... But that usually happens la. The worst thing is, it takes DAMNEFFINGLOT of money to print and scan. To print one picture is $2, $3 to scan ONE picture, and extra $5 for the CD. DAMNIT RIGHT! Maybe I'll mod the camera into a 35mm one. Pft. So that it'll cost slightly lesser. Angry manz.

Merry Christmas!

圣诞快乐！

Everyone's in Korea.

2008-12-21T11:08:00.027+08:00

Hello! I love Clarke Quay I love Clarke Quay I love Clarke Quay I love Clarke Quay! Have been there for the past 3 days. Not that I really really love it, but tourists seem to like it a lot! Yeah... What's not to like? :)

Sunday

Clarke Quay: Brought my Thailand friends around Singapore River, took the River Taxi! I hope the pictures from my Holga turned out fine! Took many great shots. *Cross fingers*

Saturday

Went to Sentosa with my aunties, cousins, and my niece from Australia! It was her first time in Singapore. A very sweet girl!!! (She's a model!)

Friday

Went out with Linghui, Kiesha and Bjorn. Had the greatest night together! :) Nice people, cool breeze. :D Got my Holga camera from my girls. THANKYOU SO MUCH! :D :D :D

My baby looked better than I expected. :'D

2008-12-16T14:02:00.011+08:00

Harlowz.

A/c balance: < $375

Mood: No money, but very happy.

1. Buy presents for my lovely friends
2. Do Autocad assignment
3. Get a one/two-day job
4. Earn at least 100$
5. Finish my part of Audio-Visual assignment by today

Sounds impossible? It is not okay? Just that it really cracks my skull how I can buy so many presents with so little money. Hm, 'Challenge' is defined.

Yes, be there for me people.

Any cool jobs to offer before 28th Dec? CALL ME PLEASE. I'm very (very, very, very) in need of money.

I guess Benjamin was right.

2008-12-14T11:31:00.014+08:00

I am a pig. A big, fat pig.
I've gained 2Ibs over just one week of hols?
3 weeks of hols.
2Ibs x 3= 6Ibs.
OMFG.

I need to get out of the house to at least feel slim!
Kenny's house isn't available now 'cause he's friends stayed over (for a whole full week). So I can only go there about 3-4pm. Noooo~

To Kenny's friends: YOU SEE HIM ALMOST EVERYDAY! GIVE ME A CHANCE BOND MORE WITH MY COUSIN! YOU SELFISH PEOPLE!

Joking!

Oh am I in a good mood or what. It's hard to have such a mood after dreaming about Osama Bin Laden. Hey! I dreamt about him last night! My Poly friends and I were in Mayflower, and we got an annoucement (those for-the-whole-school kind) that Osama's gonna be present to give a speech. Wth! My friends and I (so smart) knew that Osama is an ultra-baddie, so we tried to capture him! Muahahaha.

We chased him around... Trying to look for a naked man in a turban. I think I ran like 5km around the school. :x (Haha, DREAMS.) In the end also not I capture him one! Lolllll. I think Chengning and Jieting got him. 4 girls were locking his hands and feet on the ground. Eww?

Yeah, Osama (in my dream) was a comic artist. 2 girls (from my GEMS class) told him their favourite comic strip, and wanted his autograph. (WTHWTHWTH!)

Yes yes yes. I make these kinds of stupid dreams ok?

We need Mary Poppins! :(

2008-12-12T17:17:00.005+08:00

I hope the Alex person replies! Pink Holga 120 CFN for $70! Price negotiable too! :) :) :)

Imagine me getting my hands on this baby.

AH! I hope to get myself one before xmas. So I can shoot pics during: Sentosa trip, Xmas, CNY... WHATEVER! *Excited excited excited*

But first, I need his reply. Pft. Off to search other lobangs again! :D

VERY BORED ALONE AT HOME HUNGRY NO ONE TO COOK FOR ME ANGRY WATCHING SICKENING TOTALLY SPIES REGRET DIDN'T LIKE SCV LIKE HOW I USED TO IRRITATING NO ONE CARES.

White flags.

2008-12-11T20:03:00.003+08:00

Hello! Painting's done! My room's not gonna be painted. D: But nvm, after fixtures are installed, my room will be neat and sweet! :D I'm gonna have a small room-warming after my room is done. Hehehehe~ SO FUN!

My whole house is white in colour. :x Other than my house door! It's so pretty it's blue! :D Remember how much i HATED blue? I love it now! That's why I wanted to repaint my room. I really start to agree with my sister that the shade of green my room has now looks like a toilet-colour. :O

My house door my house door! :)

So pretty! Blue door, white gates. :)

Haha, blue book. Reading this. American culture. Fun! :D Words are too small though... :X

Yep, I can't wait for Kenny to finish his exams! Then maybe go Timezone to use my free Timezone cards. ;D I MISS KENNY!

Anyone wants to "Merry Christmas" me a Holga camera this year? :)

2008-12-10T18:37:00.003+08:00

Heyo hello yo. My sister and I has officially changed "Merry Christmas" into a verb.

I'm hungry, but happy! Rare huh. :x No one wants to answer my call... :( I'm all alone. 'Cause Uncle Zi Long just went home. Haha.

I. Need. To. Buy. Presents! Pay for 'Breathe' just got into my bank account today. Not enough to kill the houseflies in there! D: Well, while getting on that, there are a few things I need people to donate to me too. (Hahaha, just joking........ NOT!)

Digital watch (with date)
Holga 120 CFN/ Golden Half/ (Simply a) Vivitar Slim & Wide

Haha so simple, 2 items only!

Nah, I am a healthy person who is capable to work and buy my own stuff. YAR.
I tell you if anyone of you have any (good) lobang must tell me okay?
Thankyou and byebye.

*McDelivery is coming sooooooooooon!*

Happy
Birthday Kenny!
生日快乐!
Selamat Hari Jadi!
誕生日おめでとう!

I have yet to cook Plum noodles.

2008-12-09T12:20:00.004+08:00

IN SCHOOL IN SCHOOL IN SCHOOL IN SCHOOL.
SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED SO BORED.

AM FINE AM FINE AM FINE.

Couldn't sleep yesterday. Woke up relatively early. Slept at 4am. :x Online contacts: from 81 to 11. Yucks. I don't like this feeling. Why am I still not tired? UGH! I used to sleep at 9pm everyday (ya, don't let my eyebags fool you)!

I think I'm suffering from some kind of psycho problem. I was all goggy yesterday. I'm not on any drugs, I didn't eat much sugar these days, I'm just not... Used to the holidays! And by the time I get used to it, school starts. KNNBCCB.

Eh I don't like Poly life lor I tell you. So many holidays for what. I rather have lesser & longer holidays. Don't break them up so much!!!! OHMYGOD! :O

Oh yes, everybody around me speaks in Mandrin. Not that I can't understand la. It's just that I take quite long to digest what they're talking about, as compared to speaking in English. Haha yes. Well, I can't possibly find someone exactly like me that I can hang out with right? Having chinese-speaking friends are GOOD-uh. At least I get to practise my Mandrin. I can't stand that everytime I open my mouth to speak Mandrin, I either speak like a Thai, like a Malaysian or I just take very long to open my mouth. Like I'm some stroke patient. UGH I HATE IT.

Well nobody's perfect. :) I like me! Some people don't even know how to speak Mandrin lor. I'm quite lucky already. Bahaha. Okay, needa start doing AVS proj. Sucky piece of crap. :D

My laptop is so cute, I'll have it as my baby. :)

2008-12-08T13:12:00.009+08:00

Harlow. Tests are over. I know some people always say they're gonna fail cause they think they'll just get a 'B' or something... But when I say I'm gonna fail, I will fail. And this time, fail badly.

I've never been good in logical thinking and common sense stuff. So, Econs is really not my jug of coffee. Ha-ha. -.- Okay, I will admit that I didn't study much... And rather spend my time watching cable TV and stuff... Bleah. I know I'm veryveryvery lazy. No need to tell me that. Pft. The worst thing is, I don't feel guilty!! I hate myself for that. Gosh.

I just wanna pass every module, and finish my diploma-- no matter how weak it is. Maybe it's because I have already set this standard that's why I'm not studying as hard as my other friends are. I can already imagine myself in Queensland drinking away with my international friends, and learning Korean, Spanish, deformed Mandrin. Haha.

I want to learn every language available. I want to be able to converse in every country I go. :) Since I don't know football. Ahem, NVM.

I just... Don't want to do anything I don't like. I must, must make sure that I'll choose something I really really love for my Degree. Marketing, Advertising, Communications, whatever. Just not some cha-pa-lang-everything-also-learn course. Hahaha. Actually this diploma made me know exactly what I like. Or maybe, what I don't like. I don't like Event Planning. Hah.

(Where's Bam Bam? I want him to hit me right in face now.)

Anyway, I'm done blabbering. Here's something you can play with if you have no internet access.

Microsoft Speech Recognition

Rachel is eight and growing very damn daily diary then you very very very tiring you stop the presses and stop this from the trial in the store more married for money also is a way to while the job done to congratulate the mushroom@Boeing in the outcome for the new main/ try and am having an arm and a file and under adamant: this mean that oracle and Novell didn’t get it in any election [ then issue a ruling issued the general John van De Kamp and over and over the NFL at what is now that I’m going on inside IP signing the fact the U.S. today you’re on the show and not apply to bring recent day and down the game of baseball team will be more careful in the beginning .

We just spoke and spoke... And we got this random story.
And when we tried
to repeat the random story, there came another random story. Lovely!

Rachel is eight and growing very damn daily diary then you very very very tiring you stop the presses and stop this from the trial in the store more married for money
also is a way to while the job done to congratulate the mushroom@Boeing in the outcome for the new
main/ try and am having an arm and a file and under adamant: this mean that oracle and Novell didn’t get it in any election [ then issue a ruling issued the
general John van De Kamp and over and over the NFL at what is now that I’m going on inside IP signing the fact the U.S. today you’re on the show and not apply to
bring recent day and down the game of baseball team will be more careful in the beginning .

Ya. :)

Okay, I'll go eat my Shao Rou rice now.